We walk along the winding path. I feel so alive. I feel so young. I watch him walk in front of me. I can't believe I am still capable of having that butterfly feeling in my tummy. He is so adorable. I'm so happy he's out here with me today. I told him I just wanted to go on a short walk down a secluded path today................secretly hoping I could convince him to go all the way down to the waterfalls with me. As we walked along farther and farther, I became excited at the possibility of finding the perfect spot to sit with him...........and talk............and for him to caress the side of my cheek with his loving hands..............and to feel his sweet lips touch mine.
The sun is warm on my body. It is hot and very humid. At times I feel the gentle touch of a cool breeze caress my entire body. He agrees to walk along the path further and further...........going downhill towards the stream. I feel he wants to go there with me as much as I want to go with him.
Finally we are at the bottom of the ravine. And its just as beautiful as I thought it would be.
We find a large tree that is tipped over . It's perfect.... I hop on it, and just like I wanted , he hops on facing me. We are both sitting with are legs straddled around the stump facing one another................and we get closer and closer until we are embracing. I feel the warm sun caress my whole body and I feel like we are one for a moment. He looks deep into my eyes, and I become lost in his. They are the deepest blue, and tell so many stories. And he kisses me..........and kisses me. And I'm in heaven. I feel like I'm 16 again. I feel alive. I feel so many things I don't even think there are words for......................I feel like crying I am so at peace at this moment.
I hear the sound of the stream and the waterfall in the background, and all the other sounds in the woods. I feel like I'm at home. Why have I waiting so long to return to her? Maybe I wasn't ready to come home yet....................but now I'm here.
She is always here waiting for me with her arms open, shining her warmth apon me. I can bring him here with me again and again to experience this love. I am so lucky right now. If I died I would take so much love with me. Some people never find this contentment in their whole lifetime. I have found a soulmate in him. I have reconnected with an eternal friend. I am with my lover in the forest...........................and for a short while, I am in heaven.
Maya xoxoxoxo
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