Were in Heaven..........

We walk along the winding path. I feel so alive. I feel so young. I watch him walk in front of me. I can't believe I am still capable of having that butterfly feeling in my tummy. He is so adorable. I'm so happy he's out here with me today. I told him I just wanted to go on a short walk down a secluded path today................secretly hoping I could convince him to go all the way down to the waterfalls with me. As we walked along farther and farther, I became excited at the possibility of finding the perfect spot to sit with him...........and talk............and for him to caress the side of my cheek with his loving hands..............and to feel his sweet lips touch mine.

The sun is warm on my body. It is hot and very humid. At times I feel the gentle touch of a cool breeze caress my entire body. He agrees to walk along the path further and further...........going downhill towards the stream. I feel he wants to go there with me as much as I want to go with him.

Finally we are at the bottom of the ravine. And its just as beautiful as I thought it would be.

We find a large tree that is tipped over . It's perfect.... I hop on it, and just like I wanted , he hops on facing me. We are both sitting with are legs straddled around the stump facing one another................and we get closer and closer until we are embracing. I feel the warm sun caress my whole body and I feel like we are one for a moment. He looks deep into my eyes, and I become lost in his. They are the deepest blue, and tell so many stories. And he kisses me..........and kisses me. And I'm in heaven. I feel like I'm 16 again. I feel alive. I feel so many things I don't even think there are words for......................I feel like crying I am so at peace at this moment.

I hear the sound of the stream and the waterfall in the background, and all the other sounds in the woods. I feel like I'm at home. Why have I waiting so long to return to her? Maybe I wasn't ready to come home yet....................but now I'm here.

She is always here waiting for me with her arms open, shining her warmth apon me. I can bring him here with me again and again to experience this love. I am so lucky right now. If I died I would take so much love with me. Some people never find this contentment in their whole lifetime. I have found a soulmate in him. I have reconnected with an eternal friend. I am with my lover in the forest...........................and for a short while, I am in heaven.

Maya xoxoxoxo

My Forest of dreams......................

I was just sitting trying to think of a title for this chapter, before I even started to write. Sometimes I'll do that, but not today. I have so many things on my mind today I want to get out to express to you, but don't seem to know where to start. So, I'll just let my thoughts flow out and see what happens.

Well, I'll start my talking about my new passion..........Hiking. I've been feeling drawn to the outdoors lately, wanting to be surrounded by mother nature herself. I've been going on small excursions on local trails and the energy I've been receiving from being embraced by the living forest is amazing. I feel closer to the source of all than ever before there. For me, that is where she dwells.........the great mother of all, the goddess.

I've also indulged in my photography, taking pictures of anything that catches my eye. And pictures of myself as I feel I'm somewhat changing physically as I'm emotionally and spiritually growing, and want to share these changes in with you .

Coincidentially, I have close friends in my life that enjoy the outdoors as well, and have been more than enthusiastic to go on my mini adventures with me lately. I've also found that I've been given the free time to do my walks lately. Like all the pieces are coming together. It's the law of universal attraction in action..........reinforcing to me once again that I am creating this life moment by moment with my thoughts.

I have found my passions in life now and I'm creating ways to fufill them. I'm a writer. That is who I am. I am creating my life to fit that picture of myself. I have so much to share with you, and I will do just that. I will take my journals deep into the forest on the trails and write to you. I will connect with myself on the deepest level. I will discover so many things..........................and I will continue to share everything I am with you.

Always, Maya xoxoxoxox